well, this is a SUNDAY. as a good kid do, they'll go to church and i'm not. i don't go to church for 2 months now. it's not that i forget to praise God, its just that i don't like being force or asked to go to church if i don't feel like it. well, my mum says 'why are these people good, why don't you go to church....and so on'. well, the answer is easy, they're hypocrites. i don't want to be one of them, just goin to church to show that they even go to church, den what's the point of going if they still do sins? i am not judging people but when you think of it, some of what i say is true. going to repent on sunday and do more sins afterwards and repent again on sundays? thats not my idea of repenting.
to tell you the truth, i don't think i can believe anyone that goes to church because they are the ones who really can't keep their mouth shut. its not good to talk about people at the back and pretend to be nice in front of them. what a life we have here on earth ha..? comparing each other and just can't help getting more. why don't people just be good for once and make me believe that there are people i can really trust..? maybe i do it to..? i don't know, all i know is atleast i know that i don't want to be a hypocrite that serves him eventho i know i've done so much wrong and going to do it again -sapa terasa lantaklah.
i know all this thru what i see, and i don't like it. just pretending to be nice in front of your parents is what i hate most but what to do people just don't want what they did to be known so don't do it then -dumbass!. whateverlah. i don't even care actually but my mum keep comparing me to other people which i know how they really are. if only she knew than she won't ever compare me anymore. i am always quiet and i don't really get my anger on her. let her be, she's like that since.. i don't even know when.
lastly, i would like to say that don't be if you don't want to because pretending to be what your not is so lame. with frens you'll say Z and with your parents its just an A. u'll get what i mean. and to those who 'terasa', this is what i have to say and you just have to keep quiet. don't go and talk about what i posted -if you do ur so 'kepo'.
tats all!